I am pissed at myself for being pissed even though I predicted this would happen.
Know that feeling all too well also, its so frustrating.
Hope the mediator and parenting coordinator works out. He may have just been venting to his lawyer and annoyed and not trying to go around the process, but you never know. Just try to handle it the best you can.
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be