Really struggling today. I actually felt a little relieved last night after making up my mind about D, but today have been lonelier than ever. Maybe I'm finally accepting it. Has been 4 days with absolutely no communication from WW at all, which is probably making it hard too. I hadn't even asked her to cut back, she suddenly doesn't seem interested at all. So ready for the pain to stop and feel normal.


Me 47 W 42
T 24 yrs M 18 yrs
W living with OM
BD1: 3/7/2015 (A with OM#1)
BD2: 4/11/2015 (A with OM#2, W moves out)
WW filed for D, papers received 9/18/2015.
Meeting to determine child custody 9/29/2015.