Thank you all. I am trying 5o,focus on me and getting back to the person I used to be.
I am going forward, but the last two years of our marriage has been so full of health issues, deaths and trauma I lost my self in trying to manage it all. That's what I meant.
Me - 53 H - 48 Married 13 yrs No children together BD - May '15 EA confirmed June '15 Filed for separation/living mostly separate 7/15 H moves out and counter files for divorce 8/15
Me53 H48 M 13 No children together BDMay '15 PA June '15 H moves out,files 8/15 wants "quick divorce" but does nothing Me sending proposal 12/15, court dates upcoming