I'm sorry you feel sad, but look at it another way, it's done, no more haggling over tools. No more living on pins and needles and now you are a free bird to live your life for you.
BTW, I'm sure he looked awful, but that's not your problem. He's now facing the consequences of his actions. BTW, the amount for the tools was fairly reasonable and I wouldn't think about it again. It's over and done...now it's time to look and move forward.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
