You're right azzork-I've been reading sitches on this forum since April or may and I know enough to know I shouldn't have texted him and shouldn't be so worried about them but the past few days it's been getting to me bad..I'm missing him like crazy for some reason..i guess the reason I want to give up is BC he told me no matter what I do or how I am he can't be happy with me..that's some pretty harsh words and everyone I've talked to would have never picked her over me and he knows what he's doing is wrong in moral and religious terms and he doesn't care..it [censored] to watch someone you love throw their life and soul away but there's nothing anyone can do..it's time to start working on me..I'll be writing down my goal list in a little while
Me-30 H/STBX-32 Daughters-10,7,18 months M-9 years T-11 years A few BD's since 2011 H left-March 16,2015 H came back-June 6,2015 Kicked husband out BC he was still seeing OW-June 26,2015
