Looking for advice and comfort

[PT33]

Not starting the day out good. Spent 3 hrs moving stuff into the garage and cleaning so the house would be ready for open house. Very emotional and hard to do this. Just kept thinking this isn't supposed to happen this way.

My sister is a paralegal and she looked over the D papers for me. She thinks my W might be trying to screw me. My wife has said everything would be 50/50, but there was a paper with a court date? We don't have a lot other than what is in the house and the house itself. She already split the accounts back in april, which she should not have done. She took the 20,000 that she put down on the house at that time. My mom thinks she is trying to get that again when the house sells. This is too much, it hurts so bad. I think it hurts because I think of her as the person I married not the monster she has become