I guess I have to give up on him coming back..he hasn't even been calling the kids at all..me going dark for weeks and then having slip up ups and texting or calling him doesn't help anything..him and her both want me not to call or text..he doesn't want me no matter what I do..he wants her..why I will never know..this crap [censored]..I'm so lonely BC the only people I talk to are my parents and his..it feels like he died..she controls everything he says and does..I have goals and 180's I will work on but as far as GAL my vehicle is breaking down and I barely have any money and don't speak to anyone..most exciting thing I'm doing soon is getting baptized this weekend and maybe me and the kids will be going to Florida with his parents in September..it's like he doesn't care about anyone anymore except for her
Me-30 H/STBX-32 Daughters-10,7,18 months M-9 years T-11 years A few BD's since 2011 H left-March 16,2015 H came back-June 6,2015 Kicked husband out BC he was still seeing OW-June 26,2015
