So yes I screwed up. I don't want to beat myself up all day about it. I didn't follow the rules and I was doing so well. Its just when I saw that bag my mind did a back flip and started building scenarios. When she came home I fought and fought with myself until my emotions got the better of me. STFU something im not good at.

BTW, I saw MWD's video on the WAW. I want so badly to show this to me W. I know that im not supposed to let her know about DB but was wondering if that applies to this video. I think maybe it would help her understand why we are where we are. She still thinks that she did everything right and this is all my fault.


M:39
W:40
S:10
S:7
D:12
BD:3/5/15
Separate BR:3/5/15
W moved out with kids 1/3/16