3:30am is my time of suffering, wake up and miss her every day at this time.
Meditation today helped.


Don't understand how she can give up on us

She hasn't reached out since I left this afternoon, thinking perhaps I left a bad taste today after being cold and angry.

Afraid to go on the 10 day retreat next week to 'leave her alone' for so long..

Life really [censored] right now.

Me: 29, wife: 29
Been together 6 years.
Married June 13 (2years)
Separation: 22/6/15
W stopped wearing wedding ring 30/6/15