Thank you all so much for your help it has been a very difficult couple of days I am seeing my dr tomorrow and will be looking at contacting relate to see if they can help me as well

I will keep working on detaching I really do not have any choice anyway

Once again thank you

Without the support from you guys and girls I do not know where I would be

It's a long road and it's hard as hell ....

Me:48 W 41
M:18 T:26
2 D 18 & 4
2 S 17 & 13
Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation
D filed 06/17
Separate houses 10/17
D Final 29/12//17.