have i been making mistaked too long. part 2

[tkdmme]

I was having a good day and now this bs. Honestly, why do we try? Really, why? I'm not sure I even care at this point. I feel numb. I am taking your advise. I'm in the back yarn playing guitar. Btw I'm a hell of bluegrass picker. It eases me and reminds me of where I came from.
I was raised on music and it has been the only constant in my f$&+* up life. No matter who let's you down , music is there. I have spent my entire life studying my craft and I am damn good at it.
I would rather loose five wives than one finger.
I've been drinking sorry for the selfishness.