Didn't mean to come across as thinking you were this weak, dependent creature. It makes more sense now that you explained it that you really dislike feeling helpless in even one area. Yes?
Me: 50 W:43 S6, S3 M: 12 yrs. T: 17 M is bad & Not happy Bomb Mar '14 S 5 Feb '15 D Bomb 13 Apr '15 (but "no hurry") DB Coach May '15 Wants proceed on D Aug '15 Starting 1-on-1 negotiations Sept '15