seperated 4 months, its now 9 months, oh and om

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Thank you,

You are right, I would not want to put my w through that, I do not want to hurt her in anyway. If I am fortunate enough that my w would want to go to counseling with me, there are great local mc. She had wanted to go in the past, I was drunk, blind, and scared. I am not scared anymore, and I think it would be pretty awesome actually, my walls have come down,and there is nobody that I would like to share with more than my w.