seperated 4 months, its now 9 months, oh and om

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Your right, I sent the email to them awhile ago when I was desperate, I was suprised to hear from them. It would be hurtful to my w to do this, so I will forget about it. I did forget about it, I was just caught off guard that I got a call.

I am actually feeling mostly good about myself lately, and am ok with my situation, I am happier more often. The person I am becoming is who I am, it's who my w fell in love with. I do miss her, but your right about her needing space, I will just enjoy whatever time we do interact. I have learned a lot about communication in IC and from reading, and now that I am sober when I talk with my w I look into her eyes. They are more beautiful then I remember, and I a grateful for that.