From the very beginning, with all the "I love you but..." and "we'll still be friends" statements, it has always seemed like she has wanted me to move on. Go travel, go to the concerts I had scheduled, go do this, go do that. Now that I am coming out of the fog and working on GAL, it seems like GAL is what she wanted, and will allow her to walk away easier. Is this common? WAW/MLC guilt? Continue to be patient and ride the storm?
She's coming this weekend to pick up some kitchen items for her furnished corporate apt. I said I'd vacate when she wanted to come by.
After a few good days, today's one of those not so good ones. Sticking to the 180/LRT/GAL mantra, being patient, and reading DB/DR along with all the great Sandi posts, but my confidence wavers often.
Me - Mid 40's W - Mid 40's Married 20 No kids BD - 7/2015 ILYB... Moved out 2 days later Suspect EA
