I guess it is fear...fear of not spending the rest of my life with her. I know that I can move forward and I can be alone, you don't get a choice life doesn't just stop. I don't NEED her, I WANT her. She enriched my life and made it that much better, not to say that I wasn't happy with my life before her.
Here are my Pros for myself 1. huge loving heart 2. trust worthy 3. would do anything for you 4.determined/self-motivated 5. loyal 6. Never gives up 7. forgives
Cons 1. Communication 2. negative/pessimistic 3. Fixer
M: 32 W: 35 M 2 1/2 T 4 1/2 same sex couple W "unhappy" April 2015 D first asked for mid May 2015 2nd D end of June 2015 D papers in hand, just have to sign Start of piecing 8/20/15 A confirmed 1/2/15