WAH, in the thick of divorce

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Journaling - I am finding it a little easier to get my mind off of things during the day. I read Uphill's post a bit ago and it really resonated with me. I truly wonder if STBXH is having the same fears/thoughts as me. I know I can't do anything about it, trying to detach, but really am just curious. He is very stubborn and passive aggressive so it makes me wonder if he would ever admit that he made a mistake.

I hope since standing up for what I want (first time since BD) the other night it will start to make him think that things are not probably not going to go the way he fantasized them going. I really, truly think that he thought I would do whatever he wanted for the divorce to make it easier on him.