Keep resisting that urge! Really. It will not help at all.
Good on the yoga & meditation.
Just a request: can you put a signature on your posts w/ the details of your sitch? It really helps those of us who try to follow a number of them keep everything straight in our heads & leave better comments.
Me: 50 W:43 S6, S3 M: 12 yrs. T: 17 M is bad & Not happy Bomb Mar '14 S 5 Feb '15 D Bomb 13 Apr '15 (but "no hurry") DB Coach May '15 Wants proceed on D Aug '15 Starting 1-on-1 negotiations Sept '15