Sleeping Beauty and the Jedi

[late30s]

Update

I smh at myself because I am failing in this area ... I know what I need to do I just stink at it allowing the hurts and pain of the past 2-3 years cloud my emotions.

Regroup and focus ... Rinse Repeat.

I feel your pain, good sir.

Maybe it is a good time to take the bike out for a bit? Clear your head.

I hope that this is just that your W is excited about the new job. Give it a little time, let things settle there. She was most likely all about the new job yesterday.

I wish I could offer more for you. You're a strong person and I am confident you'll handle this well, just like you have handled everything else in your situation well.