M ... yeah I get where you were going, but I do not think it was a difference in perception or something I misread. And as far as the other night ... honestly I seen the signs, but sometimes feels she does things just to ensure I stay put ... its been taxing as of late. As far as the imagination on what happened .... yeah I realize there is a point there, but just the fact I was lead down one road and OM another stings and I am struggling with and continue to process that like a bull in a China shop.
As far as her guilt ... that would all be mind reading on my part .. she has a pretty good poker face and as our blow up last night I did voice my frustration on the fact she carries on like it never happened and just wants to get on with it ... as we sit in a living room which has an elephant size mound that has been swept under the rug (Update to follow)
