Yes, I have contacted an Attorney and will be scheduling an appointment.
I have decided to move forward and detach lovingly.
I am joined a regular gym for weight training. I joined a circuit training gym the other week. This way I get out, meet more people.
Yesterday, coerced myself to also go to a restaurant/grill to change things up (I don't drink now and usually always just went home straight from work will we were together).
I have been looking for support groups in my area but haven't found any yet.
I feel a little more calmer since I'm rereading all the posts and trusting in the advice.