Thanks for the reply, I do believe in the LRT and the changes I am making are real for me. Its weird but I am thankful for what has happened because it has opened my eyes to the way that I was living. I hate my situation but I needed an eye opener. This has brought me closer than ever to my children and they can really see the changes. My D12 has made numerous comments that she loves the new me. Overall my kids have opened up to me and telling me all about their lives. This is something that was lacking in the past.
M:39 W:40 S:10 S:7 D:12 BD:3/5/15 Separate BR:3/5/15 W moved out with kids 1/3/16