H's MLC 10- I'm doing better

[2BHappy]

Updates:

Things have been pretty quiet for me and my MLC. I believe I have truly gotten to the point where I'm living my life and moving forward. I don't feel much towards the whole situation, I move forward without the "what if's", without the "fear" of if H will one day up and leave, or have another A, I know that I will be GREAT. S15 is being a teenager, which is to be expected, and I hope I'm managing that well.

H is making some progress I think, he seems to be reconnecting with D32.

H has also gone to see the Dr, he let me know he was going, but I did not hear back on what the Dr said...

I have noticed, it seems like MAYBE H is not as "sad", he is laughing a lil more, making jokes. H seems to NOT be as tense around me, I can ask normal questions without him being on defense or getting "bothered"

I swear sometimes I forget that we are in this situation? Until I see a couple out somewhere looking very much in love, or my friends have "date nights" with their husbands, or a song comes on the radio that we use to love to listen to together, or I watch a romantic movie...but for the most part I really don't "think" too much about it.

I do wish his work schedule allowed him to be at more events for our son, but this has always been an issue even before BD.

I just wanted to drop in and give a lil update.

I will admit I have not been reading many other posts on here, I needed a break from those, cause sometimes it's just too sad, and I'm in/was a place where I need a "sad" break.

But I will read and post support to those also in need on here, cause I know how it feels...