Thinking this and doing this are two completely different things

How do I loose the attraction

Our baby is only 22 months old it seems just so unfair on her as well that she will have two parents seporated and will be living in different houses eventually unable to cover each others backs

Team work is and has to be better

I am feeling better in myself have to keep it in the day to day moment and not think too far ahead

Me:48 W 41
M:18 T:26
2 D 18 & 4
2 S 17 & 13
Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation
D filed 06/17
Separate houses 10/17
D Final 29/12//17.