DifRent, I know where you're at. I was there too the first three months. This isn't judging or critical, I'm just sharing my reaction reading the last few weeks again from the top in review- it was dizzying.
Your thread was about detaching, yet you're obviously hanging on to every word exchanged.
One day you're telling her you can't be friends because of how she's lied, cheated, and hurt you. The next day you're inviting her for pizza.
One day you're dark, one day you're buddies.
One day you tell her "Get over yourself and get it through your head - the woman you are right now, I do not want", the next it's "It's too bad you never gave me a chance".
You opened your last post by saying you wished the roller coaster would end. Dear Dif, I think you're the one that's keeping it going. You can get off any time you choose.
Me:38 XW:38 T:11 years M:8 years Kids: S14, D11, D7 BD/Move out day: 6/17/14, D final Dec 15