Answer me something...

You are doing, or trying to do, what you believe your H wants...

What do you want? In your heart of hearts? And its ok to be angry here, in this place, venting...

Out there, in your interactions, if you still feel it, use it as a shield, not a sword.


"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox