Thanks dwh15, when I woke up this morning she was the first thought in my head. I have periods where I feel okay and then other times I have this lump in my throat or I feel my stomach sink like on a rollercoaster. When the bad times come I think that she doesn’t love me anymore and wants to be with someone else so why do I care? Why do I want to be with someone that doesn’t want to be with me? I try and stop it when it very first starts and that seems to help.