You all make sense and I see it and sort of get it. The problem with me is that I for some reason make a positive effort and then take 10 giant steps back.
This kind of Love really hurts. I tell myself, oh you can move forward and do this, but when I see things at the store like the Pediasure Milk always I buy for my boys, or hear the kids behind my house playing sports as my kids did here it hurts so bad.
I'm going to have to start at step 1 again as suggested.
Love hurts.
Please Dear God, if it your will, make my family whole and one again. In Jesus' name I pray.
