I had therapy today. We discussed the events of the birthday party. She asked how i was doing emotionally, i said struggling. And of course, i bust into tears lol. She told us to find a really good home church and pray for him.
She talked about how it sounds like he has commitment issues and needs to mature and grow.
She asked if he was seeing the kids on a regular basis, staying in contact, helping support financially. Which all the answers are no.
I gave her background info that he and other members of his family have given me. When he was young, his mom would get off work and go see her boyfriend. She was married at the time and wouldn't come home. She had an apartment for her and her boyfriend. She would also drop her kids off on her family members for months at a time. She believes this has something to do with why he is being the way he is now.
I did talk to his mom briefly today. She asked about dinner sunday. She went on to say that he has some kind of feelings for me or he wouldn't not want to be alone with me, or scared to talk to me. I didn't say anything and cut the convo short.
