I am blown away still by everything. I question if I really know H anymore. I cannot believe he will throw away 8 years of a life we built together and our family for this person. She is not a person I would have ever guessed him to associate with. I feel like he didn't really value us. It almost feels like he abandoned us.
We agreed to every other weekend for our son. Then one or two days a week maybe H take him for an afternoon and return him before bed. I am trying to setup a firm day for the weekday visit, but H is so wishy washy. Plus on his weekend he worked most of it so he only spent a limited amount of time and I picked up my son Sunday morning, because he spent the day after his shift celebrating his girlfriends birthday with her. I only know this because my friend was there since it was our business partners bday as well. My friend also thinks she saw her doing coke in the bar bathroom. Classy! I am terrified this girl will be brought around my child.
What is hard is that he never moved out of my house. He just left. So all his clothes, his items are all lying around. He also hasn't expressed making his new relationship public yet. Maybe that's coming soon though. He has not discussed divorce either.
My contact has been very limited. I try and wait for him to reach out to me.
