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[lonelee]

{ I would go away with him but I give in way too easily. If you do go away, would you have a good time? Or will you feel stressed and like it is too much too soon?}

I guess that is my concern.. I don't want it t be awkward or a setback. I’m the worrier he’s the non emotional one of course.. so to him he’s not concerned probably hasn't considered it until I mentioned it.

I know I can be casual and fun, I know not to have R talk unless initiated by him. My concern really I think is after its over. Am I going to feel like I’m back at square one? Am I going to be ok when he drops me at the door and then he leaves to go to his pace? Am I going to want more than he is going to want to give after. Will I be ok??? That is my concern, not worried about him.