have i been making mistaked too long. part 2

[tkdmme]

whyus,

Thanks,

I have never been able to meditate. Im not sure even how to go about it. I just so sick of feeling guilty and beating myself up. I don't deserve it. Im a loyal person and have worked hard to carve out a life that my children would be proud of only to have this cold, bitter, selfish stranger pull the rug out from under me. I, through feeling guilty. I have done the best I knew how at the time.