Me too. I wish there were some button I could push so that I wouldn't care anymore. I don't want this for my family. My kids are worried. My parents are worried. BTW my father has pancreatic cancer and is not doing to well.

It has helped me a little to have found this site.

The kids start school tomorrow and we will have to work together tonight in getting them ready for it.

Hang in there and keep posting.

M:39
W:40
S:10
S:7
D:12
BD:3/5/15
Separate BR:3/5/15
W moved out with kids 1/3/16