After our meeting she sent me several texts apologising for some of her anger outbursts and hurtful things. I said I forgive. She said she loved me and wanted me to be happy, find what makes me happy and move on.
I replied saying that I know who I am and what I am, and accept myself completely. I'm sorry that she cannot accept me as I am as her partner, and do not wish to give up on our partnership and dreams together, however I love her enough to respect her decision because trying to convince her otherwise will kill me, and so I want to respect what she wants.
She didnt reply..
I slept in our home last night and she at the new flat, woke up at 3am sobbing deeply like I never cried before over the loss of my home. I just feel like home here with my dog and in my bed. Dont know where I'll go next after next week.
Just constantly hoping she will change her mind and realise we have a future together, however at some points I realise I may be happier without her and I'm just addicted.
Me: 29, wife: 29 Been together 6 years. Married June 13 (2years) Separation: 22/6/15 W stopped wearing wedding ring 30/6/15
