Letting go, really hurts (Smothy 9)

[Smothy]

Zues, Well done on the job ;-) I liked your story.

Definitely agree that progress has been made. I am feeling low and tearful, but no where near the state I was before where I was filled with an overwhelming sense of anxiety.

I can see that I will be ok, and in a way beginning to see how unhealthy our M was.

H says he is not looking for a R with someone new right now and OWs gives him the comfort and support he needs. He just knows he doesn't want me and our M and my bullying behaviour.

I am perplexed at how H keeps coming back to this. H said he was to scared to challenge my behaviour when I asked him why did he not let me know. Said I should of known as all my friends could see this and even a friend told him to give me a 'good slap'. Said to me if a good friend says that about you, what does it say about you as a person.

Can't believe he is using my friend's comments as justification for a D.