S feels that dad doesn't pay attention to him and I don't think it is right that he leaves him home alone that long. I don't like it I feel H says he wants to spend time with S but then he leaves him alone for 3 hours so it makes me wonder.
H said he wanted D tonight. I feel sad maybe disappointed but not surprised as he has never really put forth any action in last 7 months that we have been separated. h says he has but there has been nothing other then him sitting at his rental house and me in our home and H stopping by to visit S for a couple of hours on Sunday
As usual he tried to convince me that it was I who wanted the divorce too. I told him it wasn't me but if he did then it was up to him. He had the nerve to say well fine I will be the bad guy if that's what you want. WTH. You want divorce not me. You left home not me and now you are trying to tell me I don't want to be married.
Whatever I will survive. Oh and he proceed to ask me what he needs to do to get things rolling. I told him you want D figure it out. Any thoughts would be appreciated. I am feeling not so good.
