It's been a long while. I've been lurking and checking in, but it's been a crazy busy time for me. I've missed everyone here.
I have big news, in that I have an official agreement now, and I feel really great about it. My W ended her A the day she signed the agreement, which is somewhat ironic. And then she asked to come on vacation with the kids and I. Crazy I know.
I came to realize my W was truly not interested in a R with me. It's very sad for my kids, who have been asking a lot of questions. Hard ones to answer. I will never tell them what happened as it's irrelevant, but I will not lie either. They just don't need to know anything right now.
The kids are doing okay, but my oldest still struggles a lot. I worry very much about him. We are doing counselling together.
Getting ready to have the dust settle and move on. I feel great that it's done. Sadness of course, but the deep pain is over. For now. I'm ready to carry on. With my life. There's a single mom I've been noticing at the pool, we've been chatting a lot. Probably going to get together casually.......that should be interesting. Hope everyone is well, and I will be back much more often now.
