So, the party went okay. He told me he didn't want to be alone with me because he was afraid I would beg him back. I said well I am not discussing this. This is our daughters day and that's what we should focus on.
He had texted me throughout the day yesterday and discussing going out to eat next weekend. Of course, he wants to bring his mom. I am not sure I want to go. He wants to go eat at Longhorn, which is where we had many wedding anniversary dinners. No idea why he would pick that one of all places. But I am not sure if I should go. Part of me wants to, the other part says no.
Seeing him yesterday has just confused me even more. Like I don't even know what I am feeling. It just seems like I am going through another round of emotions. It seems like it doesn't get any easier. It's been a month since he left. I can't even believe it's been that long.
