I got a text back from her this afternoon that said she accepted my apology and she knew I was hurting. She went on to say that maybe we could work towards having “discussions” without hurting each other. I’m guessing “conversations” are out of the question. No mention of her vile spew but I wasn’t looking for that. My apology was to correct my wrong.
In the evening I forced myself to go to the gym and was surprised that I had such a great workout. On the way out I pressed the button to open the glass doors and it was like the gym changed from our gym to my gym and I was going home to my house. It was truly magical and I finally felt a little bit what GAL and detachment was like.