Tomorrow is the big day , her final move and taking our cats--possibly also the last time she contacts me via texts ...also still debating on leaving the letter at the house for her to read. Been a hard couple days , GAL'd a lot but feel so lonely and lost w/o her. After tommorow I'll never hear from her again
Hang in there. I hear you on how hard this has been & is going to be.
And, you really just don't know if you will never hear from her again. You really don't. It is definitely healthy to go on with your life as if she wont. Still, don't write the epitaph on this quite yet.
Good luck w/ tomorrow. I hope you have mobilized your support network (besides us) to help you through this stage. If you haven't, now is the time to put them on alert and ask for their help.
Me: 50 W:43 S6, S3 M: 12 yrs. T: 17 M is bad & Not happy Bomb Mar '14 S 5 Feb '15 D Bomb 13 Apr '15 (but "no hurry") DB Coach May '15 Wants proceed on D Aug '15 Starting 1-on-1 negotiations Sept '15