Too angry right now

[ohgosh]

Had an interesting time with her.
She lashed out at me in anger about all things in the past between us, me hiding part of my sexuality which is what broke it all and more. Seems it causes her so much insecurity that she cannot live with it.

I listened, tried not to try and change her mind too much, however some sharing did help her understand me. We cried together.

She kissed me aggressively and bit me, said hurtful things then regretted them.

She then hugged me, said 'I need us to break up, ok? " then kissed me passionately, and said sorry, I don't want to give you the wrong impression.

I said OK , fought myself and won from convincing her otherwise.

Then she texted me to say sorry. I said I forgive.

I love her so much, it pains me to see she cannot accept me as I am as her partner.

Felt happy and accomplished afterwards and then deep sadness seeped in, cried a bit.
I'm lost, maybe I need to give her up for her sake, maybe she cannot be happy with me and I'm being self centred. I just love her so much.