So, so glad to hear you are doing better, TLEE. It sounds like you are really starting to move into the acceptance phase, and starting to breathe fresh air again?
I think it's ok to day dream about more mature partners, people that will share your goals and value you, and to even enjoy a little female company. You gotta have flowers in you before you can feel butterflies though
Happy to see you posting, be well!
Mid 30's Psych-abusive M with violent tantrums from XH D 9/15; NC forever on
