PT - I felt the exact same way, still do every time I see an email from the lawyers or think "agh I am getting divorced". I know how devastating that must have been for you. I just tell myself that marriage is ending and probably for the better, if H comes around and "wakes up" then we will make a new marriage/relationship. It has made the thinking about it easier. You are a survivor and a thriver not a victim, just remember that.
Me:33 H:36 T:13 years M:10 years S4 Separated 05/15 H Filed 06/15