Looking for advice and comfort

[PT33]

Any advice on what I should do now? I know cali said to keep focusing on myself and let her be. I have 30 days to sign the divorce papers. I keep telling myself that it is over and she is not the same person. The person that loved me would never have treated me this way. And if she had really truly loved me like she said and what I thought we would have been able to get through this...