It seemed like the logical thing to do at the time. I begged, cried and even, in a fit of frustration, threated suicide. I did everything that DB say not to do. That is why I named my thread "have I been making mistakes too long".
Thank you for the encouragement. It has been awesome talking with the people on this site. I felt I was alone in the beginning of this nightmare but I was so wrong.
How are you holding up?
M:39 W:40 S:10 S:7 D:12 BD:3/5/15 Separate BR:3/5/15 W moved out with kids 1/3/16