I feel terrible for the way we parted yesterday. We were both in a rage and I should have known better not to engage her. She just admitted to OM and that didn’t help much either. I wonder if she had just come to me in the beginning and said there was somebody else if that would have made a difference or if we had been separated or had filed for divorce. I’ve spent the day on the verge of tears thinking of all we’ve lost. I always wondered how I feel if I found out about an OM well now I know. I feel so betrayed. All she had done over the last year has just been totally out of character for her. Even though this is killing me, at the end of the evening here I was thinking about sending her an email and apologizing for how we parted. I’m not thinking straight so it a bad idea?
