So, I had a whirlwind week with my S and my niece who came up to visit. Tomorrow I start work full time. So full of grief at this. I know in my heart and my mind that my S will be fine and thrive with this change in many ways. But I can't quite seem to stop thinking of the naptime cuddles and rocking.

Gosh I'm sad. In a week or so I know I'll be better, but being in the moment hurts right now.

*hugs* to you all.

E


M 46 / H 43
T 24/M 18
S 4
11/6/2014 ILYBNILWY
1/16/2015 Living in separate bedroom
1/8/2016 H moved out