So now I get several texts about the party for S10 on Saturday.
I texted after she did "I will get the party favors, will that work for you?" She replies"Thank you" and asked me to get several more in case folks showed up that didn't RSVP. She then asked me to bring balloons as she is not sure she can manage 2 kids, a cake and balloons in her car.
And on and on for several more texts.
Hot and cold. Jeckyl and Hyde. Monster or Normal.....
Just have to remain neutral and calm in all interactions... that is my goal. No matter what happens, just calm and neutral. Detachment is so important. I can't make any decisions based on what I think she will think or do. That part of me has to just die. This is my life now, I make the decisions regardless of what she thinks or how she reacts.
Nothing she can do can hurt me anymore than she already has. I mean seriously, she has left. What else is there to be afraid of?
