Thanks for the kind words folks. Yes, I do struggle and am in pain but go through it anyway. What choice do I have?
One foot in front of the other - every single day. Every single day is a struggle.
Now I am facing the very real possibility that the girl friend will be at the S10 bithday party. OMG. That would put me over the edge. But again, what choice do I have.
I would not miss my sons birthday even if the Devil himself were there.
