LBS becomes the WS. The price of peace.

[Pyrite]

I think though we are spared the breakdown HH. The demolition of sanity was already carried out by our WW. Hanging on indefinitely in the hope of R is equally as crazy. I suppose it depends on each of us, individually, how long we "wait".

I am not ready to go looking for anything, but if I was coerced ....? I can't say really. My point really, from the opening post, is that I can feel this hurdle. This hurdle that I feel like I am giving in, like I am the WAS.

This gives me a new appreciation of what my W went through and possibly explains to me why she was so incredibly angry. It was directed at me, but it was hers. I always did put it down to her internal conflict - but - my epiphany has been that now I feel what I imagine to be the same internal conflict. Just for me it must be 100s of times less given our positions.